blackandhwhite

2006-05-11T23:13:00.000-07:00

whats this.
do we ever behave like we're together?
damn.

2006-05-11T23:12:00.000-07:00

im gonna FLUNK MY EXAMS.
shit. =(

2006-05-11T07:28:00.000-07:00

whered' you go.
i miss you so.

and i wished you never called.
shit.

2006-05-11T07:27:00.000-07:00

badbad week.
when can we ever talk. like before.
fuck.

2006-04-30T07:53:00.001-07:00

haha stupid emo post.
=X

AND ITS THREE NOW.
X)))

2006-04-30T07:53:00.000-07:00

and it starts all over again
i don't know why.
and i seriously dont know how.

im alr feeling like this.
when u talk to me this little.
cant imagine life.
when u are gone.
crap.

guess you're busy.
and stuff.
bt just tell me.
cos i'll always be here.

this emo-ness.
creeping all over me for some dumb reason.
i wasnt this weak in the past.
but nw its just a different me.
weak.
jus weak.

and i may feel like a pain to others.
for i really care.
for you.
just you.
no one else
just to hear that you're safe.

guess like the blog is jus somewhere i speak out.
rarely
becos.
you made my life without worries.
i could find you. whenever i want.
and you'd listen.
thats you. =)

but strangely.
i dont know why.
im just scared.
afraid.
terrified.
that one dae u'd be gone.
and i'd be the only one.

don't make me worrie.
cos u're the only one i think of everyday.
even when i sleep.
you're just floating there. in my mind.

thats love.
and iloveyou.
and it'll never change.
i promise. =)
and hope you're safe home now.

2006-04-01T05:28:00.000-08:00

HI DARLING :)

this few days. i always veryvery sad.
qian affect me alotalot lar.
paisae. =x

you promise me you wont be sian le.
so.. i wont be sad too :)
plus. todae. we okay le.
IM HAPPY :))

i feel lyk calling you now.
bt.. you having some dumb course. with you over-active brothers.
=D
HAVE FUN.

lala.
cookies and cream is BORING.
><

ur bdae. i book you le horh.
lets.. go to the beach :)

wheeee.
ni arh.
yao takkaire horh.
sarang heyo. <3

2006-04-01T05:14:00.000-08:00

i am jason.
i am a pig. who is lazy to blog.

lala.
ok.
im not jason.
im jason's darling. =D

yayyay. pink is nice :)
59 days le :)
not alot. bt. lala :)))

ur fave color for december :)
you must thank me for such a wonderful. colorful. interesting post :)

finally. WO AI NI

dont kill me horh. =p

2006-03-12T01:44:00.000-08:00

acsbr bt amk =)

sembawang's nxt.
=))

2006-03-12T01:39:00.000-08:00

fuck this feels like shit.

to see someone goin down lidat. and not being able to do anything
ANYTHING.
when u see her.
worried.
and theres nothing u can do.

i promised you.
anything i would open up.
tell you.
you shared the pain with me.
wad abt you?
jus closing up. living in a world of ur sorrows.
and theres nothing i can do about it.

open up.
i beg you.
and i promise i'll do whatever i can to make you smile again.
or else i'll never know.
never.

cos it hurts.
like fuck rite now.
=X

2006-03-03T05:52:00.000-08:00

IM SORRY.
REALLY.
I DON MEAN IT.
JUS GOT CARRIED AWAY.
=//

it'll nvr fade.
it nvr will.
i promise =))

2006-03-02T06:46:00.000-08:00

todae sucked.
tests.
and im gonna flunk all.
mayb not all. but. yeah.
=//

me and jq combed the whole area for the 9000 sms sim card.
from balmoral ending up at paragon.
walked. =X
in the end buy den i sell him
dumb me.

ps after that.
pizza hut.
whn will ur mom give u ur allowance.
=X

nah.
moodless now.
sick and tired of everything.
i just wanna start all over again.
if i could.

2006-02-28T07:47:00.000-08:00

1 mth le =)
yao kai xin horh =))

buy a bigbig house nxt time.
bigger than junqing's
think big =p

people are changing again.
dont like ><
bt.. i dont care =x

grahhh.
you takkaire of ur prettaye knee horh.
cya soon!!

iloveyou!! <33

2006-02-26T05:06:00.000-08:00

so long nvr blog le.
=X
ppl scold like siao le
den.. blog loh

tonite man united and wigan.
hao wan le. dono can watch anot =X

ahh.
ur bro kena prob le.
don think so much okay? =/
cos i'll be there.

die die die.
elearning all haven do yet.
=X
tmr gonna be bad.

chalet chalet chalet.
hen hao wan le.
x)

iloveyou.

2006-02-25T05:05:00.000-08:00

jason goh!!

you arhh.. blog so dead le..
we this yr lyk siao larr. watch so many crap movies.
wallace and gromit.the fog.zodiac.fun with dick and jane.
siao le =x

ni arhh.. must do your e-learning horh.
nxt yr o's le.
go hwa chong horh =p
mugmugmugmug.

im thinkg bout wad to write here.
and wad to write for your testi.
haiyerr.
now.. our convo dead le.
grahhhh.

lets take alotalotalot of pics.. okayy..?
aiyerrr.. idk wad to write le.
=x
lalalala..
------------------------------------------------------------------

iloveyou.

2006-02-15T21:06:00.000-08:00

JASON GOH KIAT HNG!!

im in the com lab now.
ni yao hui jia shui jiao.
zhu jiu shi zhu =x

my team siao diao le.
all.. pissed with one another.
dunno wad happen lar. =/
misunderstandings.. i hope.

your lollipops.
i haven eat yet.
leta go home eat :)
you want mahh..?
eat together.. :P

sian liao..
nw you every fri got trng.
and.. i onli can go out on fri.
howhowhow..?
aiyerr.. nxt time then sae lar.

i want watch fun with dick and jane.
coz you sae its nice.
i still cant believe we wasted money on zodiac larr. siao le.

yest. damn funny.
the accident liao.. then we walk to another bus stop.
then got this lion dance troupe drive past.
then the drum.. sound lyk funeral song..
thn i was lyk "wahh.. tt guy die liao. funeral song oso prepare hao le.. si liao lar."
damn the adults were all.. xia dao nian qing chun bai.
then the teenagers all laughing and laughing. ><

you arhh.. very lazy lehh.
so long nvr blog le.
ZHU ><
thnx for your pressies alotalot :))

WO AI NI <33

2006-02-11T03:19:00.000-08:00

JASON!!!

you lazy pig.
nvr blog for yourself.
thn keep asking me to blog for you ><

you giving me morning call at 7 tmr morn.
i doubt you can wake up though =p

i cant think bout wad to blog.
you said SIX sentences is enough.. now theres EIGHT.. your fave no.

i wanna take neos.
you want take neos too.
lets go take neos on valentine.
bt.. you got match.
aiyerr.
see first lar ><

im giving les partner a sexaye kiss on mon.
are you jealous..?
okayy.. tts dumb.. so i shall strike it off =p

you arhh.
tsk.
everyday onli noe how to eateateat.. slpslpslp.
so shuang larr.. your skool no hw de.
not lyk mine =((

i promise i will be happy.. kae..?

wo ai ni.
BYEBYE :D

2006-02-09T06:57:00.000-08:00

HALO DARLING :D

we are toking on the fone now.
my maths tcher is toking to me on msn.
i failed my maths test AGAIN lar.
sian le.
fail le. you fail again. =/

our convo very dead now.
you eateateat.. then choke twice =x
xiao xin yi dian horh.

then.. very qian bian larr.
suddenly tok to your bro/mum/dad.. then nvr tell me.
make me think that u still toking to me larr.
so dumb >< so blur =/

weii..
ni arhh.
dont ever pon trng or anything horh.
pon jiu bu guai liao =x

i tell you..
i bian guai le.
=D
so.. you must be guai oso, okayy..?

tmr.. you got trng.
my curfew at 8.
sian liao =/

we both haven bathe yet.
stinkystinky. =x
i blog finish le.. jiu go bathe le.. hao ma..?
you must bathe oso horh :))

zai jian le. ><
i love you <33

2006-02-07T04:59:00.000-08:00

JASON!!!! =)))

you just went offline.
both of us have history test tmr.
both of us haven buy our textbook yet.
both of us gonna be so dead =x

lets go watch fun with dick and jane..
tiong bahru.
haha. think the cinema aint good lar. =x
dont care larr.. =p
i want popcorns..
thn can throw at the ppl sitting in front :)

darling..
take care of the chocs horh.
dont let them melt :)

you have trng tmr.
i have trng tmr.
your leg pain still want train.
you arh.. tsk.
leta get worse then you noe..
rmb your promise horh..

qian is speaking lian again.
siao de.

and.. and..
you still owe me ang pao larr.
the huge orange one.. which contains all your other ang paos =p

i wrote your name on my mirror with orange paint todae.
=))))
i was crazy.

lets take spastic neos.
i reallyreally wanted to take with qian todae de larr..
bt.. we are both broke =((

im waiting for you to call me now.
OM meeting finally ended.
suddenly very quiet.
grrrrrrrrrr.
i go do work le.
b4 my mum starts nagging =x

ni xiao xin yi dian horh.
wo ai ni. <33

2006-02-06T05:04:00.000-08:00

DARLING!!!

whyyy.. why can you not like lemon ice cream?
its so.. super duper nice lar =p
honey sticks is nice too =)

you arhh..
whole day leg pain.
yao xiao xin horh.
takkaire.
dont zou lai zou qu
pao lai pao qu
tiao lai tiao qu..
okayy.?

im not going skool tmr. =/
stae home slp and do homework :p

dont wry bout me larr.
nothing will happen de.

i want to make yumama happy.
bt.. dunno larr.
shes just.. nvr happy of me de larr. =(
i guai.. she oso not happy.
i pai.. she more not happy.
bu dong larr.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..

looking forward to march :)
valentine is coming.
give you your saga seeds soon :))

WO AI NI! <3

2006-02-02T05:41:00.000-08:00

hahaha.

u made my day.
once again.
(:
for once everythings comin back into place.
<3

todae sch.
sian la.
KELVIN TEO CAN'T TEACH FOR NUTS.
AND THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD NOES IT.
AND IM GONNA FAIL PHYSICS BECOS OF HIM.
KNN.

walkwalkwalk
toys'r.us
haha.
till bugis.
byebye. went home
haha.
sorry for being sian todae.
=/

2006-02-01T06:40:00.000-08:00

we both got caught for using the phone todae =x
n.. we both survived it =P

lh thinks that you are beng =p
see lar. dont even need to pierce ears.. or dye hair.. ppl oso sae you beng liao..
tsktsk.

i dunno whether i shld pierce my ear not lehh..
promise le.. jiu yao zuo dao.. just pierce larr =))

bought 100 honey sticks todae =)
scared leta the ants come bite..
thn tmr wake up.. got ant bite marks all over.. haha.

you arh.. nxt time if late le jiu hui jia horh..
and.. and.. takkaire of yourself..
everyday here pain there pain de =x
yao xiao xin horh.

wei.. mei ge ren emo.. you cannot emo, okay?
coz.. if you emo.. i oso will emo de..
so.. cannot emo =)

and.. you arh.. dont always alittle thing jiu blame yourself horh.
lykdat not good de..
yao kan kai yi dian.. thn will be happy =))

Valentine is coming le =)
hopefully i dont have piano..

ilovejasonalotalot <3

2006-01-30T07:44:00.000-08:00

dazhu is lazy again.. =x

jing tian mei ge ren dou hen kai xin =))

12 le.. i write so little nia =x
just wished beehiang =))

you.. you .. owe me ice cream.
i want RUM =))

todae so poor thing larr.
din get to see my chip and dale =(

my dad keeps nagging.
sae wad i kp using com and smsing =p
i swear.. i din lorr =x
haha.. maybe i did larr..

you dont bian pai horh.
dye hair. pierce ear.
haha.
though i like.
bt.. bu yao larr.
leta cannot be prefect liao =p

i will bitebitebitebite you tmr.
if i get to see you larr..
bt.. you cannot bite me back.. okayy..?
bu ke yi da qi xiao de =P

lets go watch i not stupid too tmr =)
they sae very touching
leta you cry.. how..?
haha.
then.. i will laugh at you =p

aiyerr..
dunno wad to sae le.
our convo now very dead.
=x

ilovejasonalotalotalot =)

2006-01-29T08:51:00.000-08:00

xiaozhu ask me blog.
cannot tahan le.
=x

haha.
cny.
ppl happy.
den u sad.
ppl sad.
u see le oso sad.
cheer up la.
:)

save save save..
i wan my v3!
x)

went crazy jus now.
acting like 3 yr old kids over msn.
influence.
=/

hongbao collection todae. x)
and i gt to keep part of it.
=)

hmmm.
jus asked me to blog long long.
how long u wan me?
=x

tell u le loh gt blog anot is see u gt mood anot la.
still wan argue
>.<

diao.

2006-01-28T08:16:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :)))

dazhu JASON is lazy and doesnt want to blog =x

he's thinking about piercing his ear and dying his hair ash and rebonding his fringe.. lyk.. ZOMG.. so zai :))

he kidnapped my jerseys and will probably return them in a million pieces =(

and.. he promised to blog for me..
bt he dint =((
grrrrrrrrrrrr..

haha.
just..
TAKKAIRE OF YOURSELF.. okayy =p

xiaozhu says byebye =))

2006-01-25T06:06:00.000-08:00

nt fun anymore.
it hurts.
=/

OLD JAMICA CHOCS
x)

2006-01-24T03:33:00.000-08:00

get well soon qian.
don play ball.

2006-01-24T03:29:00.000-08:00

whole day tired.
jq nvr come sch.

=x

went home straight after sch?
so guai la.

2006-01-23T04:35:00.000-08:00

nokia called.
...

they said.
" sir. ur phone is beyond repair "
...

3 wks only.
and its gone.

im gonna get hell.
=//

2006-01-23T01:38:00.000-08:00

i'll not drift away.
wahaha.
abs.
tan.
height.
by apr.
=))

2006-01-23T01:37:00.000-08:00

u're forgiven.
im nt tad petty.
so forget abt the incident.

2006-01-23T01:35:00.000-08:00

sian.
lessons were damn slack todae =)
laugh till tired. =/
zhenlong and his crap.
wahaha.

after sch.
far east.
jiao. bei. jq. jem.

wanted to go smu see netball matches.
den went home.
wan slp. =x

2006-01-22T02:50:00.000-08:00

i feel the numbness.
i do.

i try to stop myself frm you.
but i can't
really.
i can't

i noe.
its nt gonna last long.
i can't even give u the simplest.
wad else cn u ask for?
i'll jus be a burden.

or maybe not.
i don't know.

2006-01-22T02:46:00.000-08:00

church todae.
went plaza sing find kheng and the rest.
met glenn at ywca.
yep.
extra long service todae.

burger king nxt.
$8 burger.
damn full la.
x)

shannon came nxt.
den plus kheng we go national library.
den SHIT happened.
rushed all the way home.
take bag.
take books
go teck whye.
stupid DAY. =/

2006-01-22T02:44:00.000-08:00

shit happens.
all the time.
it better nt happen again.
im nt gonna help u anymore.
got me into this crap.
u lucky nth went wrong.
or else im coming after you.
you know who u are.

2006-01-20T07:41:00.000-08:00

wahaha.

todae was super fun (:
watched some paikia show in sch during pd.
ppl were cheering. clapping. at the sad parts.
when the tchers were tearing.
wth.
barker rocks la.

had training after tad.
nt say really training la.
coach din come. so only few of us.
chop chop chop (:
95%. it will soon be true. (:

wheelock nxt.
burger king makan.
den go nokia shop repair phone.
they ask me come back on monday collect (:

hahha. den qian took pictures in the supermarket den kena scolded
lols. knew tad would happen. =P

macs for dinner.
u eat so little.
hahahah.

played wif the lipstick.
wrote on ur pencil case (;
and still haven bite me yet x))
combed the whole plaza sing.
wahaha.

late late.
im late.
but its okay.
for you.
(:

2006-01-19T04:55:00.000-08:00

the aftermath.

todae was fun.
tearing worksheets in maths.
jokin around in chinese.
talking abt mp3s?
lols.

kheng went crazy todae.
ssh the time.
hahaha nvr see him talk abt vik liddat bfore.
fun le.
=P

yep.
stayed back for accounts after sch.
until 4.
sian.
debit credit. debit credit.
crazy. esp the tcher.
=/
100 marks tmr?
better be =x

plaza sing nxt.
study wif xiaozhu and qian.
becoming nerd le.
=/
qian left. den we walk walk
den go home.
wahahas. still haven bite me =D
u'll never get to =PP

dropped my phone.
shit.
screen spoil.
sian.
x(

2006-01-18T03:08:00.000-08:00

34-30

15. man of the match.
again.

me and 12 din get to play.
=/

RI marcus playing.
sian.

tell her not to play ball.
don listen. =X

haha saw wenqian and #10 at ccab todae.
played against guangyang?
hahaha.

walked out of ccab the time.
saw jenzi. dono gt see me anot.
=/

wahaha.
RI.
gg =P

2006-01-17T05:11:00.000-08:00

wahaha.

jerseys getting yellow and white (:
but im getting yellow only =x

guess coach doesnt believe in us.
PROVE HIM WRONG. =/

8 (:
8 (:
8 (:

nxt yr oso 8 (:

why tell me this now when im tryin to forget everything.
abit too late.
but i still feel it.
time will tell.

2006-01-15T04:32:00.000-08:00

ive gotten over it.
if tads wad makes u happy.

bite me.
but i wan my ice cream =DD

church. den tuition.
sundays are still boring.

IM GONNA FIGHT FOR IT.
I DON CARE WHO U ARE ANYMORE.
get it?

i somewhat feel revived after coming out from church.
guess he really answered my prayer.
(:

im not gonna make the same mistake again.
there won't be a second time.
or maybe there will?
i don't know.

2006-01-14T03:00:00.000-08:00

stupid.

jus one word.
pls.

everythings jus crashing down on me.

EVERYTHING.
and i need to do smth abt it soon.
very badly.

and i dono how to.

u tell me to stop thinkin.
i can't.
i really can't.

day by day things are getting bad to worse.
reality...
who noes wads gonna happen nxt.
wads gonna happen tmr.

i don't know.

2006-01-08T03:16:00.000-08:00

back ~ =)
so dead for the past few weeks. =/ paiseh lazy.

ah qian. she fine le. tad puts dean to ease =P
haha.

cass burfeday today. went all the way to plaza sing jus to say happy b'day. lols.

I WANNA GROW TALLER. SOMEONE TELL ME HOW TO =DD

'_ iim there. always.

2005-12-23T09:06:00.000-08:00

wheeee..

blog very dead liao.. shall make it alive again..

tmr christmas liao.. GAY CHRISTMAS!! everyone...

suntec tmr?? bzbz week....

hmmmmmmm...

2005-12-11T06:24:00.000-08:00

slp slp slp. duno why whole day oso like to slp. =x

woke up at 1. todae no tuition. din go to church too. =x
den stayed at home whole day. sleep and msn. ask jq go play ball he say lazy. ask jereld go. he say goin swimming kua chiobu. =/

tmr pioneer. they strong? i duno. shall see tmr ba.
hope things will be better tmr. the swiss match was really bad.

2005-12-10T07:57:00.001-08:00

finally bloggin again. (:

haha. ytd was at jq house. lk wif us oso. stayover until so shiok wor. haha. den play play play.. bored till we played gb. lols. in the end slept at 6. record (:

hahaha. den jq and lk wake up at 11. i woke up at 12. noisy siah they all. if nt slp more le.
den went to eat lunch. jq mom bought us CHICKEN RICE x)))) haha. eat till so full. (:
after tad we wait for yushi they all to finish. they say is their coach b'dae. wtf. coach b'dae oso wan make. den frm celebration become training? =x made us wait till 5 plus.

yeah.den went to smu. on the way on the bus duno cass like so angry de. play until so hiong.
see la. now my arm haf 2 lines thanks to her.
i drink like im depressed meh? sian. they say i drink like drink beer liddat. kuku siah.

haha. den after tad go plaza sing makan. eat macs. sian everytime the same burger. they all nt sian meh. =/

haha den walk all the way frm plaza sing to far east. den on the way talk alot of cock wif jq.
hahaha. alwaes the same old jokes. but keep on laughing. still duno why =P